Journalism

I've never been a big fan of journalism. To be honest, I want people to come to me for the "big story". I want others to write about my accomplishments and whatnot. I couldn't sit down and write about everybody else, there's still to much in my life I want to do. I'm sorry if I sound egocentric, but that's just how I feel at this point in my life.

I've been thinking a lot lately about the rest of my life. I want to go as far as I can and be the best I can be. It's been really shaping my relationships with a lot of different people. One of the first things I want to do is leave New England. It's cold here and I don't like it. I also haven't been too big of a fan about my family right now. A lot of internal problems are going on between my parents and I kind of feel stuck in the middle. Because I am the only one of my two brothers going to college, my well being and whereabouts is kind of a hot topic between them and frankly, I'm getting very sick of it. I can't wait to get my degree and high-tail it away from my family for a while.

I'm nervous about being a godfather. My brother Mike recently had a baby and he wants me to be Godfather. I don't know if I can do it. I want to leave and start my own life away from everybody I know, how am I supposed to be a good god-father when I'm out of the state? I don't know, I've got some serious problems I've got to deal with and I don't want anything to ever hold me back from achieving my dreams. I feel like a lot of other people don't have to deal with sort of thing and it handicaps me. But, I also think it has the ability to make me much stronger because of it. Sorry to be so heavy everybody, more happy things coming soon!