So as of now, I'm here in my house, sitting on my laptop, feeling the walls close in around me. I feel like I'm trapped in some bad John Mayer song to be honest. I know it sounds redundant, but I want out. I can't wait to finish this whole college ordeal and really start living. My family is obsessed with the idea of me settling down and finding a job and making a steady income but to be honest, I want the complete and utter opposite. I want to live out of a suitcase and see the world. I don't want any obligations or responsibilities really. The only thing I want to be accountable for is where and when I will be having fun next. I don't know, maybe it's just me, but I've spent nearly my entire life sitting in a classroom abosrbing information. I need to get out and do. I don't know how I'm going to do it, I just need to leave here for a really long time.
In other news, I really don't like this cold weather. In fact, I don't think I'm going to be doing another New England winter. I can't. My face is frozen, my fingers are numb and icy air is in my lung. Just the fact that if I went outside in a t shirt right now I would probably die is just depressing. I think I might have Seasonal Affective Disorder. Scratch that. I am certainly positive that I suffer from this.
Sorry for all the negative, here is a happy image:
Cheers!
Maybe you can "get the f**k out of Dodge" over break? Or even this weekend? I'm here to tell you that $15 bus trips from South Station to Manhattan Chinatown are just the thing to liven up a weekend. Even getting up to Boston or over to the coast or the Cape has to score! Just don't let the winter drag you down. Glad to see you blogging some more!
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